Lella's 43rd birthday in lockdown and a visit from Nino

I haven't posted in my blog for quite a while so thought I'd make a start today. A lot has happened in the past few months. My beautiful Mum passed away on the 30th March after suffering a fall which caused a cerebral hemangioma. She died 3 days later and I still can't believe she's gone forever. I have been trying to sort her flat out but it's hard going. I keep smelling her clothes and then have to give up because the pain is so bad. I miss her so very much and I truly don't think I'll ever get used to her not being here anymore. My heart is broken... I love you Mum ♥

Today is Lella's birthday. So sad that she's having to celebrate in lockdown but I'm pretty sure she's had a nice time. Laura made a lovely video for her, of clips that friends and family had sent wishing her a Happy Birthday. I made a coffee and walnut cake and made a little video for her.

Mario brought Nino round for a visit in the garden. They came through the garage rather than the house. How very sad is that? I wish this was all over and we could get back to a more normal way of life again. At least we got to see him play in the garden but it was torture not being able to cuddle him. Love him so very much our beautiful boy. He had fun on his slide and having a kick about with his daddy. I enjoyed being able to take some photos of him. He's growing up so fast and we're missing out on so much with him. This virus and the Chinese have a lot to answer for! 

God bless everyone and stay safe....